Everybody who knows me close or not, knows that i am nowhere near to maturity. It's not a problem actually. There are a lot of people who are far worse than me. The matter is, i choose this state. i choose to be childish. i am too comfy with this. i think i refuse to be mature. they say problems are gonna make you mature. believe me, i've been passing problems as much as a normal-20-year-old- girl can possibly trough. and yet, i still feel like i'm a child...
you know, i'm such a dreamer... but i am not a doer... i spend my whole holiday watching some movies or dramas or animes, and neglect all my works. sometimes i just feel like visiting other world... sometimes i'm dreaming of a world full of magic, like wonderland.. having a great adventure, becoming a hero... even sacrificing my life for.. my true love... i know it's just a daydreaming... i'm kind of avoiding the reality i have though the reality is not really bad... and i feel like it keeps me away from a larger society...
don't mind me. i might just dead drunk of coffee.
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