Everybody who knows me close or not, knows that i am nowhere near to maturity. It's not a problem actually. There are a lot of people who are far worse than me. The matter is, i choose this state. i choose to be childish. i am too comfy with this. i think i refuse to be mature. they say problems are gonna make you mature. believe me, i've been passing problems as much as a normal-20-year-old- girl can possibly trough. and yet, i still feel like i'm a child...
you know, i'm such a dreamer... but i am not a doer... i spend my whole holiday watching some movies or dramas or animes, and neglect all my works. sometimes i just feel like visiting other world... sometimes i'm dreaming of a world full of magic, like wonderland.. having a great adventure, becoming a hero... even sacrificing my life for.. my true love... i know it's just a daydreaming... i'm kind of avoiding the reality i have though the reality is not really bad... and i feel like it keeps me away from a larger society...
don't mind me. i might just dead drunk of coffee.
Mei 05, 2013
i'm stuck
Right at this moment i'm trying to finish my home assignments. The due date is tomorrow, it's 11:33, and actually, i haven't even started it, yet. u la la!
Gosh, it's so frustrating! i'm supposed to write my damn opinion of a literature right now, but i have NO IDEA AT ALL in my mind that makes me end up writing in this blog!!! How the heck do i write my opinion over something that i do not understand the content so well??
AAA!!! really really wanna get over it soon! it's more frustrating than philosophy that i took last semester!
i got enough nausea of feminism last semester, and yet i have to swim it deeper in this semester.. i feel like i could never get it...
I'm taking literary criticism this semester. it was an ease course at first, but then it turned out to be something horrible. the lecturers give us many many difficult homework that i could barely finish them on time!
I'm thinking about sleeping & let the miracle happen right now -___-
Gosh, it's so frustrating! i'm supposed to write my damn opinion of a literature right now, but i have NO IDEA AT ALL in my mind that makes me end up writing in this blog!!! How the heck do i write my opinion over something that i do not understand the content so well??
AAA!!! really really wanna get over it soon! it's more frustrating than philosophy that i took last semester!
i got enough nausea of feminism last semester, and yet i have to swim it deeper in this semester.. i feel like i could never get it...
I'm taking literary criticism this semester. it was an ease course at first, but then it turned out to be something horrible. the lecturers give us many many difficult homework that i could barely finish them on time!
I'm thinking about sleeping & let the miracle happen right now -___-
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